Hiya

[Lonely Jew]

I didn't see a place to post if you're new, to introduce yourself so I thought I'd do it here.
I'm not sure what to say now.
But...I'm the only Jewish kid in my school/town, and always have been. I'm surrounded by Baptists who don't even know what the word "kosher" means and I'm apparently going to Hell for not loving Jesus.
My mother died when I was 16. I am diagnosed as manic-depressive. I've been a cutter since I was 12. And so, you see, I'm insane lol.

Anyway, I just want to talk to other Jewish people until I can get out of this place and go to Israel or something.

<3

[rabbibenyonah]

I didn't see a place to post if you're new, to introduce yourself so I thought I'd do it here.
I'm not sure what to say now.
But...I'm the only Jewish kid in my school/town, and always have been. I'm surrounded by Baptists who don't even know what the word "kosher" means and I'm apparently going to Hell for not loving Jesus.
My mother died when I was 16. I am diagnosed as manic-depressive. I've been a cutter since I was 12. And so, you see, I'm insane lol.

Anyway, I just want to talk to other Jewish people until I can get out of this place and go to Israel or something.

<3

not insane. :)......... its so hard for me to imagine what it would be like to be the only jewish kid in town. that must be so difficult, but its amazing that even so you have such a strong jewish identity.

[luv2dayx3]

AWWWW! D: i want to hug you your story is so sad!
as for the whole 'no jews' and 'going to hell' thing ive totally been there. this one time i went to wegmans (HUGE grocery store) and asked if they had any gelt, and they thought i was talking about a vegetable xD

[Lonely Jew]

AWWWW! D: i want to hug you your story is so sad!
as for the whole 'no jews' and 'going to hell' thing ive totally been there. this one time i went to wegmans (HUGE grocery store) and asked if they had any gelt, and they thought i was talking about a vegetable xD


aw thanks ^_^
LOL they thought it was a vegetable?
ignorant people

[luv2dayx3]

you dont hav to go to isreal.. come to the east coast :D lol there are some jewish areas around here... like new york, rite? x]

[Lonely Jew]

you dont hav to go to isreal.. come to the east coast :D lol there are some jewish areas around here... like new york, rite? x]

If only I could get over northerners accents >_<

[luv2dayx3]

If only I could get over northerners accents >_<

is that me? haha i dont even notice my accent x]

[Lonely Jew]

is that me? haha i dont even notice my accent x]

No offense meant lol ^_^
I don't notice my accent either until I go out of state and no one understands a thing I'm saying.
To me, anyone that's not Cajun or at least southern sounds REALLY mad when they talk.

[luv2dayx3]

haha its all good :]

[shufleye]

I'm surrounded by Baptists who don't even know what the word "kosher" means and I'm apparently going to Hell for not loving Jesus.
My mother died when I was 16. I am diagnosed as manic-depressive. I've been a cutter since I was 12.
<3

Sounds like ur a deep, caring and 'real' person - just right for The Lockers community! It also sounds like life has dished u ur share of hardship, and then some.

its really sad to hear about ur mom - a home w/o a mom can feel like a body without its heart.

the cutting is not the end of the world, but it def says that u have some pain that u can't get out by talking.

but talking is def something u can do here. reach out to any of us on any of the forums. say the stuff u never tell anyone else.

we r here for u...

[Tr1233]

I didn't see a place to post if you're new, to introduce yourself so I thought I'd do it here.
I'm not sure what to say now.
But...I'm the only Jewish kid in my school/town, and always have been. I'm surrounded by Baptists who don't even know what the word "kosher" means and I'm apparently going to Hell for not loving Jesus.
My mother died when I was 16. I am diagnosed as manic-depressive. I've been a cutter since I was 12. And so, you see, I'm insane lol.

Anyway, I just want to talk to other Jewish people until I can get out of this place and go to Israel or something.

<3


I'm not the only jew where I live, but I know how it feels to have someone say you're going to hell or not understand you.

and you're not "insane" and definitely not by the standards here, plenty of people here are going through similar things.

In any case, nice to meet you

[MissyAY]

I lived in one of those towns in North Carolina. I know how you feel I had so many anti-semetic things happen to my family and I. In fact we we are still dealing with it. So You know talk to me when ever :).

[RandomGrape]

Ya i could kinda imagine what you're going through. I mean it's hard enough to deal with the "You're not religious enough to be hanging around my son/daughter" within my own community which is full of jews, let alone how you have to deal with people rejecting your religion completely. Stay strong and don't give in. You'll just be doing what they aimed for in the first place. Oh and my family life is really screwed up as well so I feel for you.

[RandomGrape]

Oh and I'm going to Israel to escape the overcrowded setting i'm in... From what I've heard I recommend you to go if you wanna find a sense of identity and acceptance, instead of taking all that anti-semitic stuff. Good luck!

[Blazerous]

lol dude, thats the spirit, **** happens, but we live with it head up high :D
and a jew will never be lonely, cuz we are all over da place dog. ;)